Thursday, December 5, 2019

11/18/19 Tarot Spread; Spiritual Journey

Okay so I just intutively chose cards and sorta made my own tarot spread? This is mainly for me, but I'm posting it to my blog so I can go back to it whenever and not lose it even if I get a new phone or journal lol.

So the question was: How can [SPECIFIC PERSON] help me through my spiritual journey?
(I did this becuase I felt like we're going to go through some major shit together and that he's going to be a sort of spiritual guide for me - not a spirit guide! But just like a mentor or smth ya know? And I was just getting into tarot so I probably shouldn't have had a sneak peek at the future of my spiritual journey with this specific person bc it may be a bit intrusive but oh well. You live and you learn.


[THERE'S 12 CARDS TOTAL, MORE PICTURES AFTER THESE 9 LOL]

1-4 is general. It is the timeline, or progressed through time - 1 being first getting to know each other and 4 being close to the end or when we fully know each other very well.
5&6 is what his viewpoint is and how he will act during this whole spiritual journey.
7&8 is my viewpoint and mindset and how I will act.
9 is how we will act together/ how 5&6 connects to 7&8/ How will we clash? How will we harmonize?
10 is if or when things go wrong. 
11 is how we may try to fix it.
12 is the ultimate reward, at the very end of our journey, if we continue on the right path this is the reward.
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1 - KNIGHT OF WANDS; I already explained what this card means or represents in my journal but basically [NAME] is going to put me on the correct path to heighten my intuition and follow my true purpose for being here.

2 - 10 OF WANDS; Also already have this described in my journal but [NAME] basically will be very helpful and or healing towards me and my spiritual process/journery.

3 - QUEEN OF CUPS, reversed; Honestly, if you look at this card from far away, it looks like that skull devil goat head lmao yeet and in the center from far away it looks like one arm catching another from falling. So when things go to shit (spiritually) he'll be there to help.
Shit. Damn. Okay so I definetly fucked something up, maybe messed with a demon or opened a portal or got stuck in the astral plane/dimension. (You can see more about it in CARD 4 which is how we resolve it).

4 - PAGE OF SWORDS; Okay so I'm taking it as 1 and 2 are the good times and 3 and 4 are when things get not so good.
4 is kind of making me connect it to 3 because it looks like the person is ready to fight.
The woman with the sword ready to fight represents me during the difficult times of my spiritual journey and the hare/animal represents [NAME]. It shows us in the spiritual realm or astral relam possibly and you can see a little fear in the woman's eyes but there's definetly a lot of determination overpowering that. But the hare thing looks like he's about to tackle the antagonsit before I do lol.
So basically, he'll lead me through/around the spiritual/astral plane or whatever deep-shit-journey I'm going through at the time when the time comes for it.
I'm pretty sure this is to tie up loose ends that CARD 3 brought. I fucked something up during that time.
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[5&6 is what his viewpoint is and how he will act during this whole spiritual journey.]

5 - THE HANGED MAN, reversed; Honestly, he looks like he's about to just yeet it back into the astral dimension where he's more comfortable, or to retreat away from his problems lmao. Notice how he's looking to the carvings in the tree. I think this is what ties him to the physical world. OH OR HE'S IN THE astral dimension but the carvings reminds him to stay grounded and why he needs to be in the physical world/dimension and so he smiles and is stepping back through the portal to the living.

6 - 5 OF COINS; Okay so I'm getting major Adam and Eve vibes here. There's something very intruiging tree and the snake is leaning towards the apple on a stand. There's also the girl that the snake is leading who has a guilty face but is leaning or walking towards it anyways (the girl, not the snake). TEMPTATION. [NAME] has temptation or some sort of pleasure reward for retreating back into the astral plane. Maybe the spirits are so tied to him that he just gets pulled along and he can't really control it. The spirits are just always with him, always having something to say.
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[7&8 is my viewpoint and mindset and how I will act.]

7 - PAGE OF CUPS; I have this in my journal already BUT BASICALLY my inner child and creativity and curiosity will shine and I will explore the spiritual realm and basically all things mystical/esoteric with utter awe and excitement. [She reminds me of a Sagittarius :)] I will stay optimistic and light-hearted in a child-like/youthful way.
However, this undeniable curiousity combined with my inexperience will most likely lead to some troubling situations.

8 - HERMIT; Sometimes, however, I will want to wander off by myself, alone, idependently. I will want to explore the spiritual realm and divinity on my own. Sometimes I should do this, but for the majority of the time during astral travel and spiritual things like that- that could put me in serious danger if not educated- I should really learn to follow [NAME] or at least follow his guidance since he is VERY experienced.

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[9 is how we will act together/ how 5&6 connects to 7&8/ How will we clash? How will we harmonize?]

9 - 3 OF CUPS; Honestly, this is so fucking beautiful. Funny though since I'm afraid of frogs. Honestly, this card makes it look like our spiritual journey together is going to be a bit everywhere, a bit of a mess, but not in a bad way !!  Of course, there will be some not-so-good times but there will also be plenty of fortune as well. In this card, I think I represent the girl and he represents the eye in the cup and the dozens of frogs everywhere. I look sad too because I might not like some of the criticsm he'll give me but I msut remember to trust him and that he has good intentions and good guidance. Trusting him and his guidance will lead to good fortune and spiritual acension. The girl in this card is sipping from a cup wihtout the third eye in it. Eventually, I will drink from the one with the third eye in it - representing wisdom and empowerment. Patience is key. Trust what [NAME] is saying and reward will come.

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Alrightyyyyy
[10a is 10 and 10b is 11 lol]
Cards 10 and 11 are going to be a major event that will happen during our time of knowing each other. I'm sort of conencting these cards' time frame during cards 3 and 4. Card 10 during 3 and  11 during 4.

10 - THE DEVIL; Yeet. Okay so obviously I may run into some dark shit, but it will be a learning expereince and it will be transforming. We kind of look like we are both trapped inside the cage that the devil is holding, with our backs together kind of like how someone who was kidnapped would be. Yeahhh, I kind of have a feeling that this one's going to be my fault - probably from getting too excited about the dead or the spiritual realm or magick or something of that matter but it's going to be like really bad and when he comes to try and help me, he gets trapped too. 
Whelp. I really have to start trusting his (and the spirits he communicates with) guidance. 
I also have this card written in my journal.

11 - 2 OF SWORDS, reversed; Okay so the two swords are for both of us to fight with. It's like we are going to reach up from underground, maybe the "underworld" and grab the swords and that'll carbe us a path out and to safety, for now, at least safety from that situation. 
[This one wasn't really clear for me at the time of this reading.] 

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[12 is the ultimate reward, at the very end of our journey, if we continue on the right path this is the reward.]


CARD 12 - THE HIEROPRANT; Spiritual enlightenment! Ascension! Spiritual awakening for both of us! 
It looks like the path to "heaven" tbh - or to "hell," whichever decisions we make will determine that.
v good fortunes
v spiritually/soulfully in tune or aligned with the Universe.


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