THIS SPREAD IS NOT MINE
1. EARTH - What do you need to do to ground yourself, feel rooted and secure?
2. SPIRIT - How you currently are or are not nourishing your spiritual self.
3. FIRE - Goals, dreams, or ambitions you need to foster or follow.
4. AIR - Your current outlook and thoughts or what you should focus on.
5. WATER - How you give or recieve love and how to heal your heart.
[THE FOLLOWING IS WHAT I PULLED FOR MYSELF. I'm just keeping it on my blog for a reminder for myself :)]
I used the Ostara Tarot deck
1 - 3 of Swords [ pulled 2 for clarification], Temperance reversed
3 of Swords; This card shows me keeping a close circle of friends or trusted ones. However, the 3 Swords (knives) are stabbing the heart so it may mean that to ground myself, I should be more social and not isolate myself. (Very true lmao, whenever I'm by myself I daydream the day away and never stay grounded or get anything done. lmao thank you Uranus and Neptune in Aquarius 3rd house, Pisces 4th/IC).
Betrayal, Heartbreak, Grief, Hard Lessons
Okay so basically I need to fail first in order to succeed. Make mroe friendships, relationships, travel, etc. - it all leads to growth.
Temperance, reversed; To me, this card completely symbolizes an empath who is communicating with animals and nature. The elements Earth and Water is seen which reminds me in order to stay rooted/grounded, I should embrace my empathic abilities and not supress them and be near or with nature and animals and water.
Balance, Equilibrium, Wisdom, Peace
"Perhaps it is time to consider the distribution of your energies to ensure they are organized where they are most needed." Yeah, I definetly need to work on that.
2 - Queen of Swords
Queen of Swords; LOL yeahhh,,, This card is an obvious representation of the Third Eye chakra and clairvoyance as the Queen is holding up an eye with beaming light out of it and the main colour theme for this card is Violet. I have indeed been doing dream work, astral travel, exploring my my subconscious, divination, etc. I'm basically just living like I'm the planet Neptune. (I've been living in my subconscious though so I also need to work on grounding myself.)
Intelligence, Inward Focus, Honesty, Maturity
Basically she sees through her third eye and intuition, but she does not allow emotions to cloud her judgement. She can see through all lies and illusions through her intuition, and seeks truth.
3 - [I pulled 2 for clarification] 4 of Cups, 6 of Cups
4 of Cups; Tbh, in this card she looks like connected to the bunny on a soul level so much to the point that she's ignoring other's offerings? So to me this represents how much I'm working on my inner work and psychic abilities that I'm ignoring everyone else. :( Which is true
Apathy, Gratitude, Openness, New Experiences
"Avoid self-pity and closing yourself off from the world. New experiences or people may help to draw you out of your consuming thoughts. Open yourself to opportunity."
OKAY SO I really need to work on grounding myself, like a lot of this reading is telling me to ground myself, and actually go out to explore new experiences in order to grow and follow my dreams. Basically, 'stop isolating yourself and daydreaming!!!'
6 of Cups, reversed; To me, this looks like a ritual with a soul family of sorts or maybe a coven. Everyone has their own gifts/offerings and all of them together creates this beautiful force of Light and power.
The Past, Reflection, Inner Child, Fresh Perspective
"Your innocence and wonder are powerful tools that can help through any difficult times."
Reversed- Basically, I am "dealing with painful memories, or a lack of fulfilled expectations..." and I need to step outside myself and move on. Yeahhh... I'm currently going through a Dark Night of the soul and I wasn't expecting it AT ALL. I thought I would just be in that bliss state after the awakening forever.
4 - King of Coins, reversed
oooo shinyyy, he looks like wither a collector or gold digger LOL. I got some sun/moon yin/yang vibes goin on here.
Riches, Avarice, Ultimate Price, Overprotection
Basically, I need to slow down and protect myself and my abilities.
"...others will step in under the pretense of friendship, but only to grab a piece of your fortune." So, this either refers to my current thoughts or outlook, or what I should focus on. I would say all of the above lolll, be aware that people can use you for your abilities but also be aware of any intrusive thinking about others.
"Be wary of the inevitable cost for the measures needed to acquire and defend such riches."
Funny, becuase I recently had a background/intrusive thought of trying to kill myself again - or to the near-death state - in order to go through another spiritual awakening and get out of this damn Dark Night of the Soul.
This is confirmation to NOT do that lolll. Thank you spirittttt, love youuu <3
5 - [pulled 2 for clarification] 9 of Cups and The Emporer, reversed
9 of Cups; Homeee. This card reminds me of home, security, and loyalty, warmth, etc.
How I give or recieve love is by offering others love and loyalty and I get the same or close to in return.
Accomplishment, Pride, Indulgence, Rest, Trust
To heal my heart... "it is time to treat yourself and indulge in a high-ticket item you have been pining after. Or, perhaps allow yourself to relax, spend the day in bed, slow down, and be happy with all you have accomplished."
Basically, I've been through a lot of shit this past year and need to calm tf down.
The Emperor, reversed; Damn, he looks amazing. He looks very wise and strong, philisophical knowledge, etc.
Masculinity, Stability, Fearlessness, Passion
Now, reversed would mean that I may not be "providing the stability that [my] loved ones sorely need." But I feel that this card is only reversed in certain situations or times in my life currently. But I can see the reversed aspects of this card, I really need to work on gorunding myself and being more social again. Upright, I provide strength, stability and trust for others and to heal my heart I should do the same for myself.
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